keeping myself so exhausted I can’t think. holding my breath underwater until I feel lightheaded. soaking up so much sunlight I turn hazy. floating away.

cutscene to a bleached blonde teen girl tanning alone with yellow heart-shaped sunglasses on. the neighborhood pool is empty. she stares at the water. she pulls out a cigarette. she looks down at her book and thinks about death.

come watch the stars with me, I can’t see them when I search alone

a pool where you can stay floating at the bottom forever and Pity Sex is playing underwater


back at the lake