I need sweet thick coffee and fried breakfast foods with lots of butter and grease and a cigarette fuck it all
gonna make a pretend me on the sims 3 with a gigantic garden full of plants who does nothing but garden yaaaas
I miss the feeling of reconnecting with old friends. feels like I’ve fallen so far out of touch with people that I can’t rekindle anything.
I can tell people at school are disturbed by my openness about my sexuality and it’s really great
because I’m that quiet girl who always has her outfits and makeup put together and knows the answers to questions in class and then for example today this guy tried to embarrass me by being like “yo what’s that red mark on your neck” loudly and pointing to it and I was like “oh, I don’t know. I can’t see it, is it a hickey?” in a really calm voice and everyone who overheard was just like [wide eyes] and he couldn’t think of anything smart to say back
very powerful feeling, to not be ashamed of that
been feeling really lonely and down lately… sick in bed… thinking about people from my past… no energy or focus… it just feels like all my happy chemicals have drained away…
I’m tired of my complete lack of interest in everything, it’s so frustrating that I lack the motivation to even begin to partake in pleasurable activities like reading a book or watching a movie, I seriously just lay in bed and don’t do ANYTHING when I’m alone, it’s awful
my boyfriend held me and planted little kisses down my back and up my neck while squeezing me as he told me not to worry about him so much and that he loves me no matter what
it was just one of those perfect moments that I hope I remember forever
you know you’re in love with someone when you actually think they’re cute instead of annoying when they’re wasted
strong black tea, dark with intensity and thick with sugar… always an absolute treat.
slowly becoming one of those people who are obsessed with herbal remedies, teas, and supplements…
really want to become a badass lesbian mermaid
fucking tired of my antidepressants making me a numb robot
fuck The Fault in Our Stars, fuck it so hard, and fuck anyone who romanticizes cancer and other terminal illnesses. my uncle died from cancer last week, and I just found out my boyfriend has two fucking tumors in his face near his brain, and these stupid, pathetic bitches take the disgusting pure horror of it and turn it into another weak teenage love story. I fucking hate you all.
taking your kids to a water park only to discover all of the pools are filled with that lean
applying to a top college so that my future self can use my Ivy League diploma as joint paper while I smoke all of my achievements and career opportunities away