I associate songs too strongly with memories and at this point every song on my iPod makes me feel sick

crashed at some dude’s house with a ton of people I didn’t know and ended up staying up almost all night smoking and talking to people, cuddled and played around with this cool guy, came home with a full bottle in my bag. pretty good night I guess.

remind me to go out and look at the sky whenever I’m getting caught up in my own heartache and pain. look at the stars. we are so small, our problem are so small. there is so much more out there.

I want to smoke weed but I don’t want to waste the weed because it’s late at night and I’ll probably just fall asleep idk?

fuck it I’m making a neopets account

I just want to smoke on a hill somewhere with a pretty girl idk

I feel like sitting outside at some cafe somewhere and chain smoking cigarettes and violently cursing at life in French to anyone who passes by

merde a dieu!! la vie c’est de la merde!!

sleeping is my 9 to 5